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2014-03-12
19:21:00

Game

Sometimes it doesn't matter what you say
If life is a game, be sure to know how to play
And sometimes it doesn't matter what you do
Some things just won't get through, and you know it too

I say, take nothing for granted, this is not a game
There's no such thing as a restart, so you can't do it all over again
Appreciate is the word I want to share
Cause how could we even live if we doesn't care

Even when you're doing something so right
Some will always claim that it was you who started the fight
And when things turns out wrong
You would end up all alone

I say, take nothing for granted, this is not a game
There's no such thing as a restart, so you can't do it all over again


2014-02-23
20:51:34

On the boulevard

There she's standing, right on the boulevard
Searching for something or someone to erase it all
She might just fall
I see a world so blind, so unrefined
What she seeks might just be impossible to find
Bad things sneak up from behind


I want to make her find
What she got on her mind...


She's watching the sky as it turns from bright to dark
Hopping for something to still her heart
She has been calling the day so many times
But it seems it cannot end, it makes no sense

I want to make her find
Something better than what's in her mind


Missunderstood, blamed and kicked out
Why is it sometimes so hard to stay alive
For just a moment you can be the one they blame
Even for saving a life, it's such a shame
But keep up your faith, It's not to late
It's not lost until we can only hate

Cause in the end, they might finally realise
What you really have done for them
Whole your life

I can reach out my hand
The way that you have done
For all this time
You're not alone
Get you up on your feet
This is no defeat
I would like to call it
Mission complete


2014-01-11
00:13:08

I Feel Like

I feel like, I can finally see
An old dark memory, lurking in me
About a time, not so long ago
Still I carry it with me, even so

Still a part is lost, in my mind
That part that's impossible to find
It's a part about me, a part of you
About a thing which I've no clue

Cause nobody told me, everyone seemed to care
When I turned to friends there were noone there
Like a dagger, in my back
I fell to the ground with a heartattack
Got up again and finally realise
This is reality, not a f*ing paradise


2014-01-06
13:56:39

Mindbreak

My mind is exploding with thoughts even though I'm not even awake
But when I'm, it will totally destroy me but I cannot break
From all these emotions I'm choosing
By all these pain that's closing
Would a feeling ever be able to keep it from getting through
Like my voice can't seem to reach to you


I'm the heaven that's hell, an angel in a deamonshell
In the end, I probably brought it all to myself
As in my mind, where all these thoughts are spinning around
There's just nothing that seems to work, not for a second time
Sometimes I just wanna see it be done
One moment, then it all would be gone


So take a good look at me now, and tell me what do you see
Sit down here for a while, is there something you feel
Cause I'm a wreck, slowly been cruched by the waves
Of this world that I once trust, now I don't feel safe
Am I so different from before, cause I cannot say
In my eyes, I've always been hopeless, endless as a prey


I'm the heaven that's hell, an angel in a deamonshell
In the end, I probably brought it all to myself
Maybe I'm just sick, poisioned, infected with love
Or just thick, focused, to stupid to know at all
Sometimes I just wanna see it be done
One moment, then it all would be gone...


2013-12-20
22:23:01

Stupid you

She looked up at you and said "Show me the way"
It was so clear, you didn't knew what to say
Of all the things you could have said and done
Still you just stood there while doing none
The moment was there but now it's gone
Can you just tell, what's wrong
Stupid you

So many words you had deep within
Trapped by a thread so thin
Why couldn't you just spill it out
Just explain who you're thinkin' about
And everything might just be, okay
If so just for that day

She was everything, beautiful, and different
With every word she said and all the things choosed to do
Was all in the end, just for you
But all her plans fell apart
thousant pieces of a heart
she lost all of the dreams that she had
All the good ones turned bad
Stupid you

So many words you had deep within
Trapped by a thread so thin
Why couldn't you just spill it out
Just explain who you're thinkin' about
And everything might just be, okay
If so just for that day

She left her sored heart in your hands
With every second the beats slowly died away


2013-12-20
22:17:00

Out in the space

Out in the space where noone can hear a thing
Staring at the place I call home wondering
These things keep getting to my mind
Someone like you is so damn hard to find

For just a moment everything is clear
Then I wake up, now I'm in fear
For everything if so for nothing
Looking through this window
through time and space
I'm an alien and I know my place

Had my shares of pleasure and pain
A good feeling and bloodstain
Feeling like leftovers from yesterdays lunch
Like I'm constantly getting hit by another sucker punch


2013-06-16
03:31:19

Gathered my courage

What If I gathered my courage and banged on the door
Stood firm and steady, just waiting for
Someone to open so I don't have to go
I know it might sound crazy but I can show
A side of me some might never know
So what if the door opens and there was you
Oh damn, this must be just a dream coming true
As if it's the first time I see you standing there
It would be a little bit hard for me not to stare
We're both standing here right now
Will it just end with cya again somehow

Cause of you I know I'm good for something
Not completely useless after all
Still got a lot of quality hiding
Even when we're against the wall
And you know that if you stumble
I would catch you in your fall
Cause for someone like you
You know I would give it all

 


2013-06-16
03:25:23

Average

Average guy, good/kind hearted, self sacrifice, touched, easy to tear
It's just the way I'm, I'm noone to fear
slowly going to life as if there's nothing left to fight for, hopeless,
Pure by heart and soul, clean mind and spirit still get nothing for
Left out, hated for anything even when nothing is done
Pick pieces from the floor, smashed like a glass
with no open doors feelings coming to last


I still remember the time when I felt pure inside
No thoughts about taking advantage of a situation at hand
Even if it would be simple to deny to get a good punch to land
With a heart and mind to pure to be playing with feelings
Now I just feel stuck under this ceiling
Kept in a state by my own principles
From which I've channeled my stubbornness
My endless need to see right from wrong
Holding on, trying to stay strong
So even if the way we choose is the hard one to take
I'm not the one who will give up and break

Cause when fighting for something that you believe in
You'll find a hidden power sleeping deep within


2013-05-28
22:09:49

Bleed by wounds

When you reach the limit of pain noone should have to bear

All the scars on the back bleeding by deep old wounds

Bleeding dry so that empty of blood I fear

Bitten and dragged like by a pack of hounds

 

This goes on for days, like a never ending nightmare

Still it feels so real, just like I was right there

Confused when waking up, destroyed during the day

Regaining consciousness at night, loose it all somehow

Burning up, freezing down, fire in soul, zero in heart


2013-05-05
14:06:16

Be that one

I want to be the one that's with you through it all
Whenever you get sick or even stumble or fall
Be the perfect solution even if it gets hard
By your side forever, 'til death tear us apart
Wherever you go, Will never be far away
When it's getting late I'll make sure I can stay
Through darkness and hopelessness we'll get by for our sake
Will make you realise that you're still awake
This is not a dream, not a story to be told
Will still be here close to you when we're growing old
Cause there's nothing that I rather like to rejoice
And nothing is as sweet as the sound of your voice
Understand that you're really the first and final choice

I might be a bit wierd I'll get you that
But there's a pure and a beating heart in me
Just waiting to be set free
When that day finally come, when it's time
I hope that I'll found you, on the end of this line

/R.Saxevall 2013-05-05


2013-04-13
23:43:30

Writing of myself
Before you set those words in motion
What you're going to read is who I've come to be
I'm just being... me

Some people say that I'm crazy, that I'm a fool
But they don't know my heart and noone seems to do
I've felt it beating, beating for you
In your direction, hard to keep cool
What if I could give my heart a needed brake?


What if everything fall into place
There's nothing else that matters
When we're standing here face to face
drowning deep down in your eyes
Of this world there won't be a trace
Why can't this day be today


I want to reach out, show you my heart
You might not know that your two eyes
Are speaking to me in a foreign language
I cannot understand at this time
But I just know I want to meet you
Like when the moon comes out
My heart becomes dangerous and unprotected
Feeling infected by something they call love
The different is that to you love is a game
To me love is just a pain
Filling an emptiness I never knew was there
Killing me slowly from inside
but what if...


What if everything fall into place
There's nothing else that matters
When we're standing here face to face
drowning deep down in your eyes
Of this world there won't be a trace
Why can't this day be today


Ever since that day I did get a little bit normal
But when my heart becomes a burden I emptied a lot of it
Saying time will solve everything
When for me would be dead in time
Like silence whipering over the ocean
Just a dial tone in my ear.

2012-07-30
21:45:51

If all that's all
If all that's all, nothing left in place
Lost within lies by time and space
If winds weren't singing or seas never played
There would be no tomorrow and you know it well
Be who you're, but not overdo
And the world will sing out to you

2011-06-18
19:42:27

När man var liten
Ända sedan jag var liten
Tror jag på romantiken
Trots att den verkar dött någonstans på vägen
När man tro sig funnit den rätta
Är valet alltid det lätta
Men nu känns det nog mera som en sägen

Man är väl dum, som ännu tror
På vissa saker trots att man blivit stor
Kärlek, hopp och allt det dära
Nu skall jag ej längre dig besvära
Med saker som man förr, kunde ta förgivet

Ibland så känner man sig sviken
Fast man tävlar mot eliten
Man kan ju inte vinna varje gång
Men gör man sitt allra bästa
Så klarar vi det mesta
Denna är till dig, det är din sång

2011-06-13
02:25:55

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2011-05-31
12:43:27

The Thruth
The truth comes easy, in the middle of the night
So I try, to keep you safe and tight
It's not hard to be honest, but it's hard to know when
But I try, to figure it out now and then

Just sick of explaining myself
To every girl I meet
Just you watch and see
This is all of me

Love is my drug, it makes me high
Without love, I could rather die
I can't drown it out
Keep it alive
It's not that hard, just show what's inside

It's typical to fall
Then the timing isn't right
And I've tried, to work things out
But what you can't keep
Why don't just give up
Though it will hurt, not the last time
But if it's the last day that I live
Then every part of me is yours.

2011-05-31
10:33:24

These Girls
These girls really move my mind
Some things you just can't leave behind
I thought that I was safe
You're a part of my disgrace
Like a tear running down my face

*If I fall, this day
Let me fall, all the way
Down to the floor
Like I couldn't take it anymore
If this is, the time
Make your heart be mine
Everything will be just fine...*

These girls are really hard to find
Like a bomb, blows my mind
Splinters cover all of the floor
From the window to the door
How am I gonna survive
When it's burning inside?

2011-05-19
11:24:55

1 thought
Skrev denna för din skull, om du skulle vilja förstå.

I closed my eyes, just to see What I couldn't be, this is really killing me
I did my wrongs, in good faith
It was not enough, I can't erase
I thought, I needed another chance
If just for a second dance
I really thought that I was safe, well I was not
I still feel pain
So deep a dagger can reach in me
This is not how I want it to be...

[Ref] I can see you, I can meet you
But I don't know, what to do
Yes I can be with you Stay just for you
But I, can't hold on, to you
Cause I can't feel you
Can't get near you
That's what's really hurting you see
This must be the final end of me
I, I really tried But I failed, time after time
Still I hold on, to what I believe
Though sometimes Things makes me really question it
I couldn't stop, against all ods
I'm who I am, and my actions made me who I'm today

{If you, would be my fire Then I would burn Until there's nothing left of me}

[ref] I can see you, I can meet you
But I, don't know, what to do
Yes I can be with you Stay just for you
But I, can't hold on, to you
Cause I can't feel you
Can't get near you
That's what's really hurting me I just want you to see
The very best of me...

2011-05-19
11:09:36

One day
One day, you will stand there Finally realise, finally see I was there for you, even though I shouldn't I stood beside you even times your friends wouldn't You cried, I raised you up, gave you hope and strenght You were tired of life, I gave you something to live for In a crossfire I took bullet after bullet, for you Even though the wounds were grave, I had to go on Then just one single dag, I lost my ground Slipt on the edge, you found no bound You just looked while my hand disappear Never thought about cathing it at all One single wrong step, is all that's needed To make me stumble, and fall There's no second chance, no second dance Never been given any, don't expect to be given one The gap between us was far to wide...

2011-05-19
11:01:15

Love Game?
It's always the same, there's just me to blame
How things turns out to be in the long run
Never interested in playing, love is what I'm saying
In the beginning, I'm just curious
Planning only to "date" you briefly, nothing else
I'm not how I used to be, I've got selfcontroll
No more time, don't want to fool around
I save my feelings for a wortht, not anyone else
If I have to, I'll turn another down
Just to find someone who whole my heart can follow

2011-05-05
12:23:42

Believe.. [??]
I've never believed in angels
But I believe in you, as the angel you're
It's sad you've lost your wings
And became a fallen one
I've seen you fly in the sky
Seen you fall to the ground
I'm sorry I wasn't there to break your fall
But I'm just a human, nothing special at all