Texter

2011-05-31
12:43:27

The Thruth
The truth comes easy, in the middle of the night
So I try, to keep you safe and tight
It's not hard to be honest, but it's hard to know when
But I try, to figure it out now and then

Just sick of explaining myself
To every girl I meet
Just you watch and see
This is all of me

Love is my drug, it makes me high
Without love, I could rather die
I can't drown it out
Keep it alive
It's not that hard, just show what's inside

It's typical to fall
Then the timing isn't right
And I've tried, to work things out
But what you can't keep
Why don't just give up
Though it will hurt, not the last time
But if it's the last day that I live
Then every part of me is yours.

2011-05-31
10:33:24

These Girls
These girls really move my mind
Some things you just can't leave behind
I thought that I was safe
You're a part of my disgrace
Like a tear running down my face

*If I fall, this day
Let me fall, all the way
Down to the floor
Like I couldn't take it anymore
If this is, the time
Make your heart be mine
Everything will be just fine...*

These girls are really hard to find
Like a bomb, blows my mind
Splinters cover all of the floor
From the window to the door
How am I gonna survive
When it's burning inside?

2011-05-19
11:24:55

1 thought
Skrev denna för din skull, om du skulle vilja förstå.

I closed my eyes, just to see What I couldn't be, this is really killing me
I did my wrongs, in good faith
It was not enough, I can't erase
I thought, I needed another chance
If just for a second dance
I really thought that I was safe, well I was not
I still feel pain
So deep a dagger can reach in me
This is not how I want it to be...

[Ref] I can see you, I can meet you
But I don't know, what to do
Yes I can be with you Stay just for you
But I, can't hold on, to you
Cause I can't feel you
Can't get near you
That's what's really hurting you see
This must be the final end of me
I, I really tried But I failed, time after time
Still I hold on, to what I believe
Though sometimes Things makes me really question it
I couldn't stop, against all ods
I'm who I am, and my actions made me who I'm today

{If you, would be my fire Then I would burn Until there's nothing left of me}

[ref] I can see you, I can meet you
But I, don't know, what to do
Yes I can be with you Stay just for you
But I, can't hold on, to you
Cause I can't feel you
Can't get near you
That's what's really hurting me I just want you to see
The very best of me...

2011-05-19
11:09:36

One day
One day, you will stand there Finally realise, finally see I was there for you, even though I shouldn't I stood beside you even times your friends wouldn't You cried, I raised you up, gave you hope and strenght You were tired of life, I gave you something to live for In a crossfire I took bullet after bullet, for you Even though the wounds were grave, I had to go on Then just one single dag, I lost my ground Slipt on the edge, you found no bound You just looked while my hand disappear Never thought about cathing it at all One single wrong step, is all that's needed To make me stumble, and fall There's no second chance, no second dance Never been given any, don't expect to be given one The gap between us was far to wide...

2011-05-19
11:01:15

Love Game?
It's always the same, there's just me to blame
How things turns out to be in the long run
Never interested in playing, love is what I'm saying
In the beginning, I'm just curious
Planning only to "date" you briefly, nothing else
I'm not how I used to be, I've got selfcontroll
No more time, don't want to fool around
I save my feelings for a wortht, not anyone else
If I have to, I'll turn another down
Just to find someone who whole my heart can follow

2011-05-05
12:23:42

Believe.. [??]
I've never believed in angels
But I believe in you, as the angel you're
It's sad you've lost your wings
And became a fallen one
I've seen you fly in the sky
Seen you fall to the ground
I'm sorry I wasn't there to break your fall
But I'm just a human, nothing special at all

2011-05-05
12:18:00

Fakta [2008 - 2010]
Jag har fått veta fakta, som borde uppretat mig
Men jag vill ju ditt eget bästa, och jag skall inte svika dig
Om det är vad du vill, skall jag inte stå ivägen
Jag vill hjälpa dig, och vara din vän på vägen
För när du kommit rätt, kan jag släppa
Alla känslorna för dig som jag bar
Då kan jag vara lycklig, le och skratta för din skull
Och slutligen kan jag söka efter någon
Som finns för bara bara min skull

2011-05-05
12:13:45

Idiot... [2008-2010]
Vad tänkte jag egentligen på?
Vad är det för dröm jag trodde kunde bli sann
Jag borde ha fattat, borde ha förstått
Att jag aldrig kan fatta, aldrig förstå
Alltid samma visa, samma som igår
Alltid samma drömmer, alltid samma sår
Men kanske en dag, kanske det går
Dömd till detta, finnas här men ingen för mig
En tom vänstersida, ett tomrum jag fyllt med drömmar
Trött på att leva i tomhet, bara för att jag är jag
Att ständigt återminnas, samma från dag till dag
Det liv som jag lever, allt jag nånsin har
Är inte något speciellt, men kommer det finnas något kvar?

Jag är trött och sliten, är nog inte riktigt hel
Känner mig fruktansvärt liten, allt är ändå mitt fel
För jag varje steg jag tagit, har bara sårat dig
För varje sekund du lidit, bara på grund av mig
Så jag tänker lämna kärleken, kanske aldrig finna den igen
Göra mig helt säker, det får aldrig hända igen
...

2011-05-05
12:01:55

När Verkligheten smyger sig på [2008]
När verkligheten smyger sig på
Vill jag inte vara kvar
Fly någonstans, där jag kan vara jag
Där människor lyssnar och förstår
Där de inte fnyser och ser på
Medans andra lider, lider som få
Krossade själar, brustna sår
Exploderat hjärta, klart jag förstår
Jag har varit där, där du är
Stått på samma plats som du
Men nu är det inte jag, men här är jag nu
Står vid din sida, modig och stark
Du får inte lida, blodig, till mark
Ta tag i handen, den leder dig bort
Förena dig med banden, låt smärtan bli kort

2011-05-01
23:43:10

Special
You're confused, You're alone
You're afraid to lose, I'll bring you home.

If you're cold, I'll keep you warm
If you're scared, I'll keep you safe


But if you turn your back on me
All respekt will be lost
And this shoulder will fade away...

I can be your antidote
And you be my cure
Through whole the night...
I don't know how I got here
But I know I shouldn't care
Don't mind what people say
When you're with me, you'll be okay
But we both know that I shouldn't be with you, tonight...
At least I still try to make it right.


Just another time, in a different place
You just want to scream out, to get more space
I kinda know how you feel, and you know it's true
But what you don't know is, I would do so much for you
If you're in great need, But that's just me...

I will be your antidote, and you my cure
If you just open one special door
.......................

2011-05-01
13:16:16

1 Maj 2011
I need to learn how to change it
Got to learn how to raise and embrace it
Wishing, that day comes by today
Cause This way I cannot stay
I sing I can't hold on to you
Cause you're moving to fast for me
Take my hands, and you'll know it's true
Maybe one day, I'll know how it's suppose to be

Raise up, break down
Face to the ground in a cold town
Fire up, take your time
More wasted minutes turning til' years
So why am I taking so much givin' up?
I'm twisted, sick and burning up.


I Run, keep running, keep kicking
I'm alive, as long as I keep running like addicted
To fast, to far, well... I don't care at all
So much better then break down and fall
That's the way things are...

Just raise up, don't break down
Don't put your face to the ground, in a cold town
Fire up, take your time
More wasted minutes turning til' years
So why am I taking so much givin' up?
I'm twisted, sick and burning up.